One departed

I stand before your alter with sudden stricken belief.

I look toward your heavens steeped in brilliant hues.

They are eyes lost in emotion begging answers at your feet.

They are sad angelic creatures above a brilliant glow.

In you I seek to silence a forever restlessness.

In you I seek to find forever happiness.

You are nothing if not everything a distant shapeless form

You are everything of nothing to my lost and torn.

Today in shades of grey for the messages you bring.

The forever happiness your wall can never bring.

Soft gilded amazement of a deeper purer state.

Forever lost we all are in a silent blackend place.

You are three before me and always you will stand.

Despite the lies of alteration that claim to hold your hand.

You are in here somewhere amongst the candle flame.

You are one departed from the harsh caress of pain.

So bring your skin of anesthesia your eyes a washing clean

Your lips a distant world forever in my dreams.